Rivers flow into the oceans, and oceans never fill...

"They gave him gold, frankincense and an empty tube of pringles covered in red foil..."

And if we just keep digging, we'll reach the foundations of our soul...

I'll never know till I try ;)

I guess I just want to know you love me.

It's frustrating, I just about know how I feel but if I explained it you wouldn't listen, you'd say I was being silly. I don't mean it like that, like you think I do, I'm just not sure.

There's always just something in the way, almost as though I was never cut out to be accepted, to be as 'good' as everyone else.

I can't say that though, I shouldn't say it. I know it's not true, but I don't know it's not true.

How do I know it's not true? What have I got to do to get there?

This is for all the lonely people...

Thinking that life has passed them by

Don't give up till you drink from the silver cup

You'll never know until you try...

Jars of clay... :')

And it feels like waking up...

If only because I'm still dreaming,

Still hoping it's true while still wishing it wasn't.

"Coz I'm Mr Brightside..."

The current and the fall

Give us days to be filled with small rebellions

Senseless brutal acts of kindness from us all
If we stand between the fear and firm foundation
Push against the current and the fall, the current and the fall

"I want to fall...

In love with you..."

Too bad I think I already did ;)

"He is more than the laughter, he put the stars in the heavens, as close as a heartbeat..."

And you too :)

goat bum :D

twloha

"as you come sailing through the starlight in the blue..."

sparklers :)

it's only a week late, noone will notice... :P

Y

Whatever hits...

"I wanna soar with you, upon wings like eagles

But I'll crawl with you too, when the dark and lonely questions come...

I wanna stand true, no matters whats new or comes through

I can't stand still, whatever hits I'll keep making movements, to you...

I'm running fast and free to you, coz you are the movement and fight in me

I'm running fast and free to you, coz you are my home, where I wanna be...."

Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay a while...

Weird, weird. I know why, I just can't tell anyone :( well I could, but they'd laugh and it would be scary...so I'll keep going, and keep squashing it? coz if I smile hard enough you can't see it?

who am I kidding...

"I'm tapping on your window, knocking on your door, I want you to make me feel beautiful..."

I'm tired, it's been a long week & 1/2 and morning things are less than good. Probably because it's more than just the morning...

I shall miss you, but I do anyway...

"and she will, be loved..."

:)

And I don't want to fall asleep, watch my life from fifty feet

except thats a lie... :P

''My hands are on the wheel so,
I'm driving to Idaho..."

Coz I hear it's mighty pretty.... :) I don't like the dead leaves, a week ago it was beautiful and now....

Gingerbread :D

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Procrastination station.

If it didn't feel like there was a rope around my neck...

I'm sure that would make breathing much easier :')

But I'll get there, one day.

Walk time :)

I'm Learning to Breathe on my own

"I'm ready to face the future,

Daring to live for You

Knowing your spirit is there to guide me"

It's just alot harder than I thought, and I get no sympathy :'( If I can make it through this week I'm sure it will be a miracle...actually if I could make it thru tonight....

Giraffes :D

I love them :)

I got a little bored today... :)

But isn't it pretty? :)

So I'm going to make believe :)

You can only have a Photography blog if you have a camera that looks like this:

Friends are like potatoes

If you eat them, they die.

:)

It was almost the best day ever :) drinks, and food @ Le Strange then fun times on the beach and paddling, cake & presentations & old photos at the house and lots of lovely relations :)

I have the same fingers as Zoe :D and Tom is engaged to Alex yippee :D

Wol

'Cuz it's cute :) see how he looks after my page :D a-whoooooooo goes there? :D

I feel like this every time, I'll just get used to it & smile like there's nothing wrong :)

27 days...and counting? Don't think so....

Am I trying too hard, or just not hard enough?

Freaking talk to me!

I MISS YOU!

Hey, you! Could you give it rest?

I meant to put words on that one, but had none :)

I just liked the cat :D

And I know that perplexity is a wonderful thing :)

It's funny, thinking what I think about it all, coz I guess part of me had secret dreams :) kinda glad they didn't work out, I would have years 3&4 all alone...

Oh, it burned like a fire and I wore it so...
We are tied up in desire and we won't let go.
Well, I've no quarter in my pocket of no apple left to eat;
I am running, I am running and I can't feel my feet.

And now, I'm halfway home, I'm at the corner of our street,
Would you like to come and meet me?

lulz

It's a fire, it's a fire I cannot put out...

In more ways than one :)

At least Chris got it right :) so helpful, just to hear truth...

I'm very sorry you got teased, I just wish I hadn't seen your face :'( but yes, it was helpful and I hope to see you soonies :)

Missed you all, miss the rest of you :') but I am secretly glad that I have a few days to rest, this cold is killing me! :(

merci beaucoup mon pere! :)

Butterflies :D

Good thing you're not vegan, she was so TERRIBLE :@

I won't be such a pain next time, altho looking thru spotify with you was thrilling ;)

See, if I had a brain it would help....maybe I need the Enigma back, but then again he was freaky...the real guy was much better :) the while thing was just a bit bizarre still. But next time, I'll know when to wake up :)

Elephants :D

You come back and I go away :O

I do stupid things 69% of the time

Mark which things you have done, then calculate your score by counting the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is also your percentage. Re-post as "I do stupid things __% of the time."

1. [] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [x] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 7

11. [] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 12

21. [] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 16

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someone's shoes by accident

Running total: 24

41. [] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it, then left your house
42. [] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [x] Walked out of the bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [x] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 31

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 39

61. [x] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [x] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [x] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [x] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 48

71. [x] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [x] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [x] Ran into a door frame
74. [] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [x] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [x] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [x] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [x] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [x] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 56

81. [x] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [x] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. []Sat and wondered why men dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [x] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [x] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [x] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total: 61

91. [x] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [x] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [x] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [x] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [x] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [x] Have popped a balloon in your mouth.

Total: 69

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

excited much :D

oh, and, x

*laughs lots*

see more Lolcats and funny pictures

Confused much?

Its got to the 'ahh' point now....ill see you soon...

butterflies :)

They fill the open air, Leave tear drops everywhere...

Please, take me away from here... (8)

He loves me, not. But I'm going to have a hard time trying not to fool you and myself, silliness...aha now I have to go and sit on the stairs ;)

''I think its a combination of your good looks and this good music''

Defrag here I come... :(

Sunshine :)

So why am I still pale yellow ? :(

Do they do it to deliberately hurt me? Can you tell me that they don't? Coz I'm not sure...and I don't like not being sure! They're meant to be my friends... At least, they used to be....

So I'll smile like I don't care, and laugh like I didn't hear. Coz they're just not worth it :)

I thought this was pretty :)

Well that's a relief...

Its all over :)

Here You Are;

Down on your knees again, Trying to find air, to breathe again. And only Surrender can help you now, I love you please see and believe again...

A Joke Too Far...

But I hope she gets over it :)

Haha mating snails :S

And I have a minty toothbrush :) but I am going to fail A2 Maths :'(

And I'm hungryyyyyyyyy :( baha.

My Favourite Thing on Earth is the Moon...

It actually took me forever to work that one out...

Stresseddddd I dont see why revision cant do itself :S

I want you to be 100% ok :) and unfortunatly I will blame myself if you are not. f.i.a.l.

Do you think if I googled about every possible combination I would find you?

I just dont want to stand alone on my own two feet yet :')

And Now I wonder...

If I could fall,

Into the sky...

Do you think time, would pass us by?

Right now I just need someone to tell me it's ok, or to take me back to when it was alright, before all of this mess happened.

Or to tell me I'm glad it's happened, coz now I know who to bother with and who to not.

Yum, Kettles

Burning your hand on one, not so yum!

In fact, not yum at all, just owwwwww!

And I can't drive :(

And I'm hungry.

And I'm already not sticking to my revision timetable that I made 2 hours ago O.o

Today

There has been a severe lack of motivation. So nothing has been done, not even going to college :O when does that happen? :(

Will you talk to me? I tried.... and now that I've failed the other thing, I kinda need you to reply...

But if you dont, I may have to... then I'll feel silly. So I'll feel worse. So I'll need to talk to you even more. So...fail.

C'est un cercle vicieux.

This Ain't A Song For The Broken Hearted

I don't understand you.

D'autre part, I'm sorry Blundal, :( we're just the same anyway only I could never admit to it...and I'm just repeating by mistakes, taking steps backwards...

So yes, I'm struggling, stressed and finding life hard. Just coz I don't look like it.

The need for a Splurge... :')

oh, no I am not! But I shall have to be. How can I not?

Right, I don't understand. See, you ask me if you can talk to me, I say yes. So you either do or you don't. But then I ask you the same, and nothing...

And then I think ok, I'll talk to someone else. Only, I can't. And the rest of my options aren't too good either. If you'd answered my first question, I might have someone to lean on.

As it is, I'll have to make do with paper walls collapsing.

Well that was one wedding invite replied to... wasn't too bad in the end :)

Dojo Sensei :(

Driving test & Exam Results... I'd like to pass them all please :)

So will you reply or not? You're so annoying!

'I just need somebody to lean on'

It's just... you'd think I'm being silly, I'm just lonely, k?

New Shoes

= an end to bruised feet :)

I ain't gonna live forever,

I just wanna live while I'm alive....

Cause I try to climb your steps
I try to chase you down
I try to see how low I can get down to the ground
I try to earn my way
I try to tame this mind
You better believe that I am trying to beat this

Moving, Waiting, Changing...

2 months, 3 months, sometime soon... 6 months till you're out, 1 day to get you in.

So if I lost it all in, a fireball, would you be there for me?

Coz all my confidence is, vanishing, would you leave me here?

''You always say, True Love would never end, but my true love is gone...''

Is it any wonder I couldn't sleep? Maybe if you acted less like me, and more like you, and I acted less like.....

I should talk, but, you know how bad I am at that! I don't know you, so I don't know how to act around you...

And Wednesday :D

3 x a million footsteps :) so I'm exhausted.

''worry not everything is sound''

This is the safest place you've found...

While the storm rages,

The snow falls,

The rain pours,

It can't reach me.

Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

'cos I am hanging, on every word you say...

So, until I make up my mind,

Find my courage,

Keep me safe.

HAHA

So What?

If noone else knows then I only disappointed myself...did I really?

As if...just coz there was two of them :)

He believed it?! ha shower bag :L

It's been too long since we laughed together, but I don't want to repeat it. K?

Poor Monkey :( I don't you to be alone but I may have to leave it... but I'm sure theyll get there :)

Le Crueset des Inegalities. Oui.

Sometimes, I...

Sometimes it is...like now?

I spend all morning like that, I didn't get anywhere.

If I won't admit that I can't admit it, will it ever change? Why can't I ever be like them? No seriously, why? What won't I let myself do? Be?

What do I want, what do I need...I can't help thinking it's clashing... there are 3 legged stools, but maybe the chair is right? I just could never be that honest! That brave. That sorted...would I need to be?

''When the world keeps spinning round, my world's upside down and I wouldn't change a thing''

It's just been a long, up and down week... too many emotions I don't quite know how too deal with...maybe I'll never be ready.

So help me?

I do love you :) 13.1.10 1523 ;)

I would've written in here earlier this week, only I didn't know what to say. My mind's been too full, and it still is. I just don't know how to say it.

Lifehouse

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

I try to make my way to you

but still I feel so lost

I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

Don't give up on me yet

don't forget who I am

I know I'm not there yet

but don't let

me stay here alone

Just take me away...

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

I'm hanging by a moment here with you....

She thought it was interesting... I don't want more of you involved, thank you. Em thinks it's me it's obvious it's him? Coz that's what everyone else thought, so why?

It would cause a riot anyway, you know it...

Oh, Edward... you're so tall! And better looking than the original ;)

I'm falling even more in love with you, and letting go of all I've held on to...?

Just as well we didn't sing it, I might've had to run away ;)

I love you, just not in the right way... it's so silly... just, don't ask me about it. For the rest of it, I don't want to explain.