Tuesday, 11 October 2011

Falling faster, Diving deeper

"For in my helplessness you heard my cry, and waves of mercy poured out on my life..."

Cold. Grey. Damp. Norfolk.

I'm not sure I can see the end any more, I'm not convinced it will happen. I don't really...believe...

Faith as small as a mustard seed moves mountains. There's got to be a small shred left? The very fact that I want to believe, to have faith.

I don't have to strive, to be good enough, I can just wait in Grace.

For in my helplessness you will hear my cry, then waves of mercy will pour out in my life...

"I'm running fast and free to you, cuz you are the movement and fight in me..."

Monday, 10 October 2011

Shades of grey...

There is a sneaky bar of dairy milk hidden under my desk.... NOM

Quite excited about using my printer again, should do some work first, yes?

Cinnamonappleflapjackcrumbleomnomnomnomnom

I could make myself more convincing, I just want to leave it up to you :)

Saturday, 8 October 2011

Death laid love quiet...

"Send me a sign, a hint a whisper, throw me a line, cuz I am listening. Come break the quiet, breathe your awakening. Bring me the light, cuz I am fading....Can you overcome this heart?"

The light will always outshine the darkness. Day 1.

I want to long after forgiveness & love, to look up as I'm sliding down and be still thankful. Every time I try to escape from it, grace pours itself out on me.

Death laid love LOUD.

Friday, 7 October 2011

We found Love in a hopeless place...

When I remember, I know that you love.

And that nothing I can do changes that.

Is that a good thing? I think so :)

Sitting in a crowded room, it's the most alone I've been all day. It's such a strange thing, why is it when we are surrounded by people, we feel most alone? I'm quite enjoying the solitude today. Not much room for working though....

I was reminded how fragile we are, how easily hearts can be damaged, and how easy it is to hide behind somebody else...even when that person is us.

There's still today, still time. It's not over yet.

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

Stones taught me to fly...

I love watching the storm, the trees bend & the wind howl...

"Worry not, everything is sound,
This is the safest place, you've found..."

I wish I could remember this.

He was in Babylon for a reason, and was blessed to be in there...

Thanks for the lifeline :)

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

You dare to light my path...

"You give a strength to me,
A strength I've never had.
I was a mess you see,
I'd lost the plot so bad
You dragged me up & out,
Out of the darkest place.
There's not a single doubt that I can see your face..."

Dare. To meet defiantly, courageously.