I ain't gonna live forever,

I just wanna live while I'm alive....

Cause I try to climb your steps
I try to chase you down
I try to see how low I can get down to the ground
I try to earn my way
I try to tame this mind
You better believe that I am trying to beat this

Moving, Waiting, Changing...

2 months, 3 months, sometime soon... 6 months till you're out, 1 day to get you in.

So if I lost it all in, a fireball, would you be there for me?

Coz all my confidence is, vanishing, would you leave me here?

''You always say, True Love would never end, but my true love is gone...''

Is it any wonder I couldn't sleep? Maybe if you acted less like me, and more like you, and I acted less like.....

I should talk, but, you know how bad I am at that! I don't know you, so I don't know how to act around you...

And Wednesday :D

3 x a million footsteps :) so I'm exhausted.

''worry not everything is sound''

This is the safest place you've found...

While the storm rages,

The snow falls,

The rain pours,

It can't reach me.

Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

'cos I am hanging, on every word you say...

So, until I make up my mind,

Find my courage,

Keep me safe.

HAHA

So What?

If noone else knows then I only disappointed myself...did I really?

As if...just coz there was two of them :)

He believed it?! ha shower bag :L

It's been too long since we laughed together, but I don't want to repeat it. K?

Poor Monkey :( I don't you to be alone but I may have to leave it... but I'm sure theyll get there :)

Le Crueset des Inegalities. Oui.

Sometimes, I...

Sometimes it is...like now?

I spend all morning like that, I didn't get anywhere.

If I won't admit that I can't admit it, will it ever change? Why can't I ever be like them? No seriously, why? What won't I let myself do? Be?

What do I want, what do I need...I can't help thinking it's clashing... there are 3 legged stools, but maybe the chair is right? I just could never be that honest! That brave. That sorted...would I need to be?

''When the world keeps spinning round, my world's upside down and I wouldn't change a thing''

It's just been a long, up and down week... too many emotions I don't quite know how too deal with...maybe I'll never be ready.

So help me?

I do love you :) 13.1.10 1523 ;)

I would've written in here earlier this week, only I didn't know what to say. My mind's been too full, and it still is. I just don't know how to say it.

Lifehouse

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

I try to make my way to you

but still I feel so lost

I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

Don't give up on me yet

don't forget who I am

I know I'm not there yet

but don't let

me stay here alone

Just take me away...