And Now I wonder...

If I could fall,

Into the sky...

Do you think time, would pass us by?

Right now I just need someone to tell me it's ok, or to take me back to when it was alright, before all of this mess happened.

Or to tell me I'm glad it's happened, coz now I know who to bother with and who to not.

Yum, Kettles

Burning your hand on one, not so yum!

In fact, not yum at all, just owwwwww!

And I can't drive :(

And I'm hungry.

And I'm already not sticking to my revision timetable that I made 2 hours ago O.o

Today

There has been a severe lack of motivation. So nothing has been done, not even going to college :O when does that happen? :(

Will you talk to me? I tried.... and now that I've failed the other thing, I kinda need you to reply...

But if you dont, I may have to... then I'll feel silly. So I'll feel worse. So I'll need to talk to you even more. So...fail.

C'est un cercle vicieux.

This Ain't A Song For The Broken Hearted

I don't understand you.

D'autre part, I'm sorry Blundal, :( we're just the same anyway only I could never admit to it...and I'm just repeating by mistakes, taking steps backwards...

So yes, I'm struggling, stressed and finding life hard. Just coz I don't look like it.

The need for a Splurge... :')

oh, no I am not! But I shall have to be. How can I not?

Right, I don't understand. See, you ask me if you can talk to me, I say yes. So you either do or you don't. But then I ask you the same, and nothing...

And then I think ok, I'll talk to someone else. Only, I can't. And the rest of my options aren't too good either. If you'd answered my first question, I might have someone to lean on.

As it is, I'll have to make do with paper walls collapsing.

Well that was one wedding invite replied to... wasn't too bad in the end :)

Dojo Sensei :(

Driving test & Exam Results... I'd like to pass them all please :)

So will you reply or not? You're so annoying!

'I just need somebody to lean on'

It's just... you'd think I'm being silly, I'm just lonely, k?

New Shoes

= an end to bruised feet :)