Sometimes, I...

Sometimes it is...like now?

I spend all morning like that, I didn't get anywhere.

If I won't admit that I can't admit it, will it ever change? Why can't I ever be like them? No seriously, why? What won't I let myself do? Be?

What do I want, what do I need...I can't help thinking it's clashing... there are 3 legged stools, but maybe the chair is right? I just could never be that honest! That brave. That sorted...would I need to be?

''When the world keeps spinning round, my world's upside down and I wouldn't change a thing''

It's just been a long, up and down week... too many emotions I don't quite know how too deal with...maybe I'll never be ready.

So help me?

I do love you :) 13.1.10 1523 ;)

I would've written in here earlier this week, only I didn't know what to say. My mind's been too full, and it still is. I just don't know how to say it.

Lifehouse

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

I try to make my way to you

but still I feel so lost

I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

Don't give up on me yet

don't forget who I am

I know I'm not there yet

but don't let

me stay here alone

Just take me away...

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

I'm hanging by a moment here with you....

She thought it was interesting... I don't want more of you involved, thank you. Em thinks it's me it's obvious it's him? Coz that's what everyone else thought, so why?

It would cause a riot anyway, you know it...

Oh, Edward... you're so tall! And better looking than the original ;)

I'm falling even more in love with you, and letting go of all I've held on to...?

Just as well we didn't sing it, I might've had to run away ;)

I love you, just not in the right way... it's so silly... just, don't ask me about it. For the rest of it, I don't want to explain.