Keep waiting, keep trusting...

the darkest hours are just before dawn

Early in the morning, it's so dark you cannot see anything.

Later on, the first ray of light comes, but it's still sometime before the full sun comes up...

Grace & Love

Crazy, crazy week. Maybe if I was not so tired, but I have been sleeping....I may have scraped 6 hours sleep on Tuesday....although I was still awake at 0:03 and my alarm went off at 6:00...so maybe not...

Music stealer. Why yes, hello (:

Btw, I still miss you... "I wish I could cross my arms, and cross your mind..." But you like her. Sad times...

"You are more, beautiful, than anyone, ever..."

If I remembered this, and kept focused, it'd be less stressful...yes?

"How could you be so good? There is no one like you,"

Been a long time since I properly updated this. Writing is less fun when it's 2500 & 1500 by Thursday....that was last week, stop with the nightmares already! ;) It's been a dream dream week, maybe that's why I'm so exhausted! Never mind, cake :)

Oops, adverts, the Latvian radio choir? When's the Serbia trip? как дела :)

C'est en Biélorussie, non? Mais je-t-elle doit téléphoner. Absolument.

Please email me back, I know there's nothing you can do from China, and he never lets go, but I would like something friendly, encouraging. I'm sure you haven't forgotten me...

"Hello Hurricane, you're not enough

Hello Hurricane, you can't silence my love

I've got doors and windows boarded up

All your dead end fury is not enough

You can't silence my love..."

"Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God" Psalm 42:5

Buttercup Festival

I wish I could cross my arms,

And cross your mind...

I'm only on January, but it's getting there :)

I don't mean to be annoying, I guess I just miss you :)

Aah, spot! :O

Odine, Dva, Tri!

"Then I was given grace and love, I was blind but now I can see
Cause I found a new hope from above, and courage swept over me

It hurts just to wake up, whenever you're wearing thin
Alone on the outside, so tired of looking in
The end is uncertain and I've never been so afraid
But I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope
And that makes me feel brave..."

Sweet dreams tiger, I made it through yesterday :)

(Oh sleep tonight, sleep dreamlessly this time...)

And Death had been swallowed up....

By Life. :)

A. B. V. D. E (yeh). E (yor). F. :D c'est la russian.

Looking forward to a crazy busy summer, not looking forward to crazy essay writing!

Funny things that happened on the bus this week...

The old man that was sat at the front of the bus, he got up to get off, walked past the stairs and got to the back of the bus, then he walked into me and said "I can't find the stairs, I must have missed them..." yes, yes you did miss them...

The girl in front of me who fell asleep and then jumped a foot in the air when the stop button went off... lolololololololol.

I made cake for later :D

Year 2 begins...

And it's even harder than year one...I just hoped with February over it would all be over, yes?