Jerusalem Artichokes

So they've been here...2 hours? and talked about shit. Quite literally, horse & pig. Apparently horse is better, but he uses pig to be obliging....

My 4 favourite b's :) I shall see 3 of you... worried about the 2nd... you'll be fine :)

I would like some of the skin to remain on my lips please, it hurts :(

Oh, monster, where did you come from? I would like to sleep without nightmares, please.

I will not join your group, it has too many updates...

Yes because tomorrow evening what I would like best to do is to aggravate you. Huh.

Christmas update soon...

WIN

I'll do what it takes 'till I touch the sky...

Coal for Christmas :O yes Brennan I swear if I hadn't already bought your present I'd cancel Christmas I swear you've been so naughty all day well if you don't want Christmas to be cancelled you should've thought of that earlier I swear Brennan I'll cancel Christmas you don't want coal for Christmas do you well you should've thought of that before you were being naughty if I hadn't already bought your present... ;)

BANG purple smoke :D well that was fun, even if it wasnt real ;)

Eek, you took my photo ;) it was a bad one, too...

''You can't change the way she feels, but you could put your arms around her...''

Sometimes you so small, you look...so small...

Anyway, Chriiisssstttmaaassssss :D

I'll spread my wings & I'll learn how to fly...

That was fun ;) a bit worried I scared you, but I think we'll both live :)

I'm sorry to put you hold, I just don't want to hurt you, or me...

''I'll stand in front of you, and take the force of the blow...''

Protect me ;)

Yes, it's an egg laying chicken...you love it :P

Formal...hmmm...like dress? :/ aha you'll look lovely, I'll look fat...that's if I make dessert...

2 weeks...eek!

Poulet de Caoutchouc Gummihuhn

Red line it. I don't care! I just spell better than you ;)

You see, I wouldn't worry about how I look unless I was worried about what you thought...Stupid Josh, why did he have to know? As long as he doesn't bring it up...that couls be embarrassing... and if I deny it, will it hurt you? Sorry...

Pjs, I've written twice in a row! Be impressed ;) love you

Conzy, whats your blog address? :)

Red Nosed Reindeer

I love snow :D

Especially midnight walks& especially with you ;)

I will see you tomorrow :D aha I almost came today, I couldn't wait ;)

Driving :O

Feb 10th...I hope someone cancels before then!!

Sledging on Sunday, so much fun! Even if I did almost break my neck! :P

'Eacgh' the best spelling of each I've seen in a while :)

You didn't need to lie, the truth was fine! Now it's made it awkward for me :/

I also have purple hair (Y)

Oh well, off to creature comforts I go! :D

Les Deux Freres

In teaching him to dance, they taught him to escape.

Please, Senor! Is my tiger!

Bubble machine :D

But the goldfish swam free... :)

And played stepping stones, whilst showing off to one another till the guns sounded...

You're right, it was very worrying!

I forget what I would write next, I got distracted...

Such has been my day, one two three I can't do this, and I'm pretty bad at everything else as well...

Cookies?

Yes, they weren't working. And no, I don't know why.

Spot, Spot, Side, Side. See, I can remember it. Jus' cuz Im thick n tha'.

Yeh I know you think I am, or you wouldn't keep saying things when I'm clearly not listening, just humming for the sake of it.

I love you wolfxbloed ;)

You can tell time all you want, but it won't listen.

" So I shall stop counting, and resign myself to the fact, that after all, there is too much to be done than just sitting. And sitting while it is, is not sufficient so much as to catch dreams and pass time. Even though I would not march again on your battle fields, I have found myself once too often thinking of you, and in this becoming more and more resilient to the idea that you will never, and could never return. For 'twas while there were two, that there could not be one. Till the end, and as much as it may be, wherever and however, forever apart. "

Should ought preside over want, or necessity over easiness? Which would be the better to take?

Cz, yeh, blates, i can talk like one of you. Obvs i understand, blud.

Aie, arrete! c'etait degoutant je veux pas voir en plus :(

You can't control it like that, whatever you think. And yes, I've noticed, coz yes, I've been there to. And yes, you need to get a grip and yes, this means you are also being hypocritical, but only a little...please eat

You know when you’re standing of top of somewhere really high, with your feet at the edge and you just tip forward slightly, and there’s that rush of adrenalin and you catch your breath and think Oh, what if I did. Fall.

It feels like that, like every time I think yes, I’ll do it, there’s a rush of adrenaline but I think no, I shouldn’t.

Even if you’re meant to be jumping, like there’s a zip wire or something, you’re still slightly afraid to do it, to take the first step.

I can do all the thinking, all the deciding to do it but I don’t think I’ll take the first step. It’s so hard! I want to I guess…does that make it harder?

Boxes& Circles

But I've seen more battles lost then I have seen won,

What is it? The redness? The parallel?

All of this, all evening, it's do silly! I'm happy? Silly, silly you, it's what I said when you laughed. ''And she never once took the crown from her head. And I see you now, and you are so very young. And I've got this intuition, it's all for your fun...''

''You won't understand, and you may as well not try...''

I'm not sure I like all this 'secret admirer' stuff... It can't've been one of them, but he acts like it and I wish it was? No.

Yay Bundles, you saved me ;)

It's not lui, c'est le chat, qui a me fait les choses comme l'autre ;)

Schizophrenia? No thanks.

Work. Yes.

Ah Benjamin :) smilesmilesmile it was in your trousers :P she'll never know!! I saw her look tho :O I think... she loves you aha don't tell ;)

Do you love many, do you love one, could you love me?

Hebrews 12 1-3

It hadn't made it Georgia, I tried again ;) political... :D

Seriously, they're the best there! Silly child... :)

Talk to me, I need a friend& so do you. Fergie'll not work forever, he never did... Try stopping ;)

The Queen & the Soldier

Tell me how hungry are you, how weak do you feel?

78%...and counting ;)

You won't be there, but you did make my phone bip :P

St Isadore of Seville. This guy is is the patron saint of the internet. Oh yes.

I didn't...If I say it twice next time does that count??

¬¬ you lose everything!!

Yes, really. 4 1/2 years...you think I don't know? And thanks for laughing, I was being serious...maybe I should just never tell the truth about how I feel... I don't get stamped on so much...

Wow, I mean, you wanted me? All of you?? :)

''19 tips for instant confidance" um, no thanks.

The soldier was killed, still waiting for her word...

Sorry I ruined it...I just do that...

:S he sent me a msg?? eek...I hope it's a virus! :P

Koala Bears

Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost... Doesn't mean I've stopped...

O ♥ ¡ ;)

I feel sooo bad! If I hadn't stuck my nose in...maybe maybe...silly silliness...

Don't look at me with those eyes, you know I want them! ;)

Twilight as a horror movie? So you didn't know how much offence to those year tens you would cause? yeh, right.

Same as you all didn't know, huh?

I doubt she'd want it...would you? All she wants is love, and something she can't get hold of. She wouldn't cope with it any way, 'Robbie', she's doing herself in, slow suicide.

So Gabriel, did you kill him or not? Stupid book...

I wonder what she was thinking, first place, first time? Or maybe nothing, like Milk Eggs Bread, or... Her eyes didn't say that though...

Can I see you again soon Annie? I have to tell you, I can't. Silliness. If he hadn't been next door, maybe. Who were they throwing down the stairs?! I kinda liked not talking about it, it gets repetitive!

Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that people who have the most live the longest. Oh yes. We know what we're talking about!

Brogggaaannnnn......! Raj loves you ;)

Plasticine chicken. How many calories?

Somehow, king Julian, I think your friend was right. Defend me.

Ill always be your spoon...

I'm so silly. Why didn't I take what I had? Coz I would've, only it wasn't the right one blah blah I know who I want to be with, but they don't want me!

And yes subtleness :D coz I'm good at that!! :S lol

I'm surprised you don't understand...thought you might've got the bit about Mr P Act. (Ha more subtleness pyjama!)

So, tough guy, I bet I could show you someone Fit ;) Of course, I would make sure they were not an alcoholic... I know you like that best!! Ha, loser :D

Snowflakes on the window :) we did a bit of decorating the canteen...mmm yummy mince pies and its only November!!

Random guy who wanted in on our action!! Haha

I still have a bite mark! I've never bitten you! If I have it was only in self defence!! You abusive person!! ;)

Je Suppose

Ah thanks ;) it would've been harder, but I already knew :/ silly castle meadow! :P and I'm pants at lying so he found out...and then he admitted and blaahhhhhh you know the rest :) It's been a silly week and so hard! Glad you replied! ;)

Que j semble un pu stresse et dehors d controle....ce tou k t'a dit non?! ;) desole, mais jen trouve difficile, detre honnete avec qqn, meme tu. j esperek c sera moins difficile avec l'autre ms j sais pas. j n'elle connais pa, et je toujours pense k'elle n m'aime pa. se difficile, ca, pk...pars k. desole. uh. se le chanson, ca me fait plu mal, et plu bein ms je n l'aime pa parsk ce le verite, et t'a me dit aussi. alors s n'e pa seulemnt l'un k ma nature dit k j'ignore, se un k je veux pas ignorer.

Burning back....nice radiator! :)

I don't know. You do it!! I've got no idea what to say, I feel like a fool for joining! I don't do anything, not that there's anything to do! ;)

If I let you, will you teach me? Big If. It would take.... Ugh sorry.

But maybe knowing I don't know, is part of getting through...

Je sais pas si t'est qui t'dit k t'est, mais pour ce moment t peux rester la :)

Why do I smell you everywhere? It's strange, one that I thought I would want to forget, leave behind, you're always there. I hope you realise. Ha, but you won't...

Do you love me?

I couldn't decide, so I had them all ;)

I thought it was gunna be something different, like you were hiding in my wardrobe or something!!

I need to write this stuff down.

Just that I really need to be comforted, to be picked up and held, so tight. But it's not happening. No matter how many tantrums, or tears of frustration & desperation I cry, it doesn't happen. Why? Surely if you loved me...? No if about it, I'm right here. I'm just not giving you what you want.

"If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing, I don't know
Is part of getting thru"

The only thing I can think is that there's something harder in the future...that I need to be able to deal with, like this is my test run, my rehearsal. So, I'm sorry. But I'm not perfect, and I need a lot of help, please don't stop. I'll try and listen to you tomorrow. "Yet not as I will, but as you will" Hardest words anyone has ever and will ever have to say.

I know I said I'd make this more happy, but even though it's not happy, it's a positive step in the right direction...?

'Do you love any, do you love one, do you love many, do you love none?'

:P thank you, made my day ;)

Ahaha how dare she expect us to...do what she pays us to?? ;)

Oh no, He's home!! :P smelly teenager...

I made yummy yummy brownies :D and then ate them while they were still warm :) :) I've eaten so much today! I shall have to wear the curtains! ;) fatty... :L

Ce sera la deuxeime fois?

I don't know what hurt more, the sense of failure or the thwack as 4 kilos of cow and paint came hurtling through the air...

What? I don't know where you got that from, media player...! :D

More than anything, I want picking up. Scooping right up and setting back down on my feet. But do I need it? He would if I did, so I don't?

''Her name was November, She's somebody's baby, Somebody's baby girl... And She's Somebody's baby, still...''

Ha, so much for that. A week of pent up energy still waiting to vent... But I can't. I promised. You just don't play with that sort of fire...

4th Attempt. No wonder its so hard, even though it... why?? Why am I like this? Do I just not feel? It's too far removed, too far away. Somebody I only remember for the telegraph poles, the nutty cake, the dodgy gifts.

Bring it on... Numero 2. ''I'm gonna miss you, '' But you won't return it, not in the same way. Sometimes I just want to hide as I say things, but I can't if there's no one to hide behind...

Tough week, huh. 1,2,3,4...5. Really, it wasn't, just...

I hate wet leaves. Dark days, damp, cold...ugh. Sorry autumn fans...

Why did I always just jump in the middle of it? I wasn't there, it wasn't for me... Someone else's joke.

Someone else's friends, sorry.

How dare it, I wasn't listening to you!! :P

''...Love is a sadness, Love is a Madness, we are the addicts, what are we if we're not in love? These are the cages, the kisses contagious....''

''What are we if we're not alone...'' Aha strange man....I didn't know where they went, I didn't know who they were!! ;)

No, not again sorry :/ they mended the fence, and probably ate them. Can I say, I think I guessed your 'pact', I'm finding it hard to, I shouldn't say it, but... Noone else would listen?

Can you be normal to me again? Please! ;)

Ah long post. I had much to say, sorry. It's kinda depressing (sorry again) I just needed to say lots of stuff that was all in my head :) I'll make it happy later!

Are you feeling lucky, punk?

Trampolines& wet leaves& friends& dark! More fun than they'll know!

And I'll take you for who you are, if you take me for everything...

She laughed, 'They're just words!' He said nothing. The moon danced shadows on the trees.

'You want to fly?'

'No'

'Well what then?'

He turned, his face crumpled and confused. 'I don't know.'

''Its always the same'' Too right... "?

No sorry.

I know you do it, but it's like it's your thing, together. I was only part of it on that one day. Don't know if you believed me, don't care? You don't either. But it's like climbing uphill, I don't know if you even comprehend it! Even tho I've got him with me, I just don't feel it. I know I should listen, I do, I just don't hear.

I want to make you know, to make you understand. But that means holding on, and there are some things I'd rather let go, or I should, at least...

Aha don't pretend you're disappointed, 'Night Off' :) I'm not anyway ;)

Briegull, I wasn't! Ha Alice! :)

I miss our conversations, I guess I'll always be 2nd best... but, BOO! ;)

Why can't it start tomorrow? I could do with just...leaving... :]

So my brave face will stay here, but I still have that hair in my eye :/ I won't share my playlist, thank you. I don't know the song.

Law Less Molly

I hate being ill, I sound like a dying duck :(

49, 59 :D I passed my theory!

80 days to go... ;)

Its more than you know! :P Why do you always....I dunno maybe you dont? Anagrams... :D

Good rock! Cus obviously you will rock' um I will?

Oh. Maybe I shouldn't've blocked you? Shoulder-high? Hmmm I dont think so! Grr Spellcheck!!

Personal what? Oh, statement, yes. Tomorrow, or some other day, not now!!

My sock is wet for the...4th? time today!!

But 50p! :P It'll probably fall off and wont that be fun!! :D

4 or 3? B or A? Um B, 4, next?

I havn't spent nearly enough time;

1) Sleeping

2) Working

3) Working

Recently.

Ha I fail! :P

And yes, you are pants. Now please become trousers? I miss you!

Evolution, answer me this...

Why haven't we developed gills to survive floods?

This chicken may go on my art book. That would count as work, yes?

♫ am I ever gunna find out?

I hate it when spotify freezes...play, play! :)

I don't know, is it ok? Ca va je suppose...

Are you dead, sleeping or just dreaming?

Work...soonies...yeahhh...I will....

14th Jan?? I need it before then!! :/ uh tests!!

Georgia, don't let me forget...next time I navigate away...

I think I might actually need to plan CU this time...

Fare thee well, mine blog ;)

Baconnaise

Everything tastes better with Bacon on it. See this as spreadable Bacon!

Ha.

Meep to you to! But if you sent it then I was busy learning suvat :S

80% :D

What might the driver of the car do next?

Who knows, buy a newspaper??

Well paint my picture, if you must... ah he was Irish to! Le deuxieme, even if he was a therapist :S

I agree, noone does that. Even showers!

Loud noises & a crowd...HIDE

C3. Ugh.

Long time, no speak

That owl makes me smile every time :)

Theory in 10 days :O I need Ben's book but he forgot!! :O

This is true. Why are there no fat stickmen?

Ah you anorexic skeleton!

Je ne vs manke pa mais c'etait bien de parler :) il vaut mieux quand je peux parle avec qqn des choses irrelevants!

I have the headache everyone else has. Thanks. But I also have the last dose of paracetamol :D ha but I'm not telling youuu! :P

Meanie. Aha tis vrai :D

Clockwise

I don't think it was. I think the whole thing was just...rubbish...

Oh.

Eyes. Open. Now.

I only asked coz it would if I were you...

What do you mean? What do I mean?

Green Icepops and Internet tabs...

I give up, itll never work...

So I told you both the truth.

I should stop writing in here when I'm over tired, it all comes out depressing and too confusing...



So nerrr!

Peanuts

My cat is hiding in my cupboard :)

1, 2, 5 smiles

Ah my lebkuchen! ;)

Feel sick :( ha I hate you tummy! :@

We fell out. yh.

Giraffe :)

Sure I should be doing something...

Eyes on fire, your smile is so...

I'm so tired, Of being a Failure,

I know, but thats how it is right now! You get it, right...?

I wonder if the gap is not so big, or if it is bigger...

Duck.

Tape.

Mouse.

Hunt.

Plain Games ><

Home

I cant do this, I have no idea what I want to do!!

30 minutes...and counting

Pick it upppp...!

I know, I just didnt want to tell you. Youll know soon anyway, coz I cant stop it then. Maybe you will?

I hate being cold.

Just because you both read this, conor&&pyjama ;)

Hanging on...

''I could use your pardon and a lot of, hope...''

It would be the snail...

Big. Fat. Empty. Space. Ugh.

I dont like feeling like this.

I dont want to ask coz I dont think they like me...but I cant explain.

Sorry. I'm a freak. Well, dont read this then :)

Dragibus&&

-Sneeze-

Ahhhh I hate sneezing :(

My mannequin man wanted to shake my hand :)

TESCOS! And I will wear my hoodie, its cold.

At least they know it wasnt me :)

Chocolate :D

Coz you can't catch me nahnahnah nah nah

Il y a un mouton :)

My much awaited post from this 7:30am morning...

This is annoying. As fast as I wipe these windows they steam up again. I want to see! :(

Paint my picture, if you must...

Haha bag to the future! Silly sign...

One more singer who's singing, out of tune...

Trees!

Can't see!! Silly windows! Can't put my feet up! Silly short legs!

At least the cat knew where it was going...

Pirate face :)

Pretty...

The sunset :)

Wake up, I'm done with this...

Relax with

Theses remarkable cows

To balance your body...

My cat enjoyed her yogurt :):)

Please just take these photos from my hand...

This isn't as much fun as it was :)

Msn is broken :(

Bubbles.

I dont want to look at universitys, I dont want to decide what to do, I dont know what I want to do, I hate making decisions, I've got no idea what I'm going to do with the rest of my life, please stop asking me, I'm trying to pretend it's not happening.

Stop It.

Its been such a nasty week! :(

Blerrgggggg.

My cat likes prawn crackers. Traiter.

Maybe baby, and thats how itll stay...

I am very very tired. I need to go to bed. I don't want to.

fatfatfatfatfatlol

At least they turned up,,, :)

Hey hey pyjama, I LOVE YOU :D there you go! ;)

Mahhhh some 'textship' huh!

AHHH NOISE oh tv... :/

I still have no idea what to do with the rest of my life :(

Oh Catfish Come to my Line...

I have sooo much to do!

So I won't do it :)

I shouldn't watch people walking, it does my head in...he didn't let his left foot step on the cracks but his right foot did... ITS OK I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL

Pastaaaaaaaaa!! I made an amazing pasta bake last night.

NOM. I eat too much :P

Haha they spelt my address wrong! I corrected it for them!

Oh and he wasn't really murmuring your name, I lied :D

I don't want to label this scooters!

Maybe if you just...coz I don't think it is at all! Anyway, it makes it difficult for me ;)

You're going to walk on land.... X

m b ^

Oh yes ;)

And I'm sorry that I didn't get it...

Its dark anyway, 4 minutes won't make a difference.

I found the aviator song, :)

Duke Special has a new album, and free downloads of it -WIN-

Have to make cake....but its not for me and I dont want to. Hmmph.

I have eaten wayyy too much today :( so fat!

Anna is so cute...I may have to steal her :)

Coz this isn't messed up!!

...Yeh and pigs might fly!

The Sunnyset :)

Nothing you can do can bring me, rou---nd

I've been awake for 13 1/2 hours and have spent 11 of those out of the house, 8 1/2 at college :(

Depressing or what!

Tochailt uiaghe go roluath...and he doesnt even know...

@~@~@~@~@~@~@ pretty pattern :)

My cat's dad is dead. Do I tell her or not as she was never actually going to see him again...and her boyfriend died a few days ago...eek.

''I left you nothing, honey, but Monsters waiting in the Dust...''

Too true baby ;)

Monsters and thats not even funny.

One day I shall write something that makes sense...

Fish

But I, Cant, Reach, You....

I wish I knew whats going through your mind...

Offline. Yeh thanks. Smarties.

There is a dead spider next to me...mmmmmmm...!

Managed a junction in 2nd today (Y)

Coz im cool.

Wouldn't mind an 'its ok' but you don't know, right?

Gunna make it, through...?

Ugh why is technology disintegrating at my fingertips today? Not good... :(

LE Douche.....yesssss he is online Conor ;)

I wonder how many people actually read this, and of those how many understand?

Giant and The James Peach :]

X If I Don't Feel

I just got the lyrics to this song aha! :D
Its like what happened 4 weeks ago is still here :)

Polystyrene. Ha.

What is the point of Decaf? Coffee is 100% caffiene?

Sold. I wonder if it was a 2-year-too-late-outside 'hey honey, its not ok'

Wheyyyy....I just went up a level :)

Hanging on by my finger tips,

Holding out for a second chance.

Oh I'm so tired, Of being a Failure

My fates conspired, and left a trail of broken bones and stars

I'm tired, Don't let me be a Failure...

X

I just like his accent in this song... ;)

One day left...In which to do everything... :/

You have to right click. No wonder the Double clicking wasn't working...

The Things I don't know!

I was excited...Darn you Mortimore!

So long, and thanks for all the fish

Right at the start of Me,,,

I want my Duke Special CD's nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Not when Amazon gets round to it, nooowwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!

He was a m a z i n g at Greenbelt :D

Greenbelt was a m a z i n g.

Sometime soon I've got to get back to reality :/

If only... ;)

''I'm like an Immigrant, Knocking on a strangers door.....''

Why....do labels stick??

'Mockingbird, wish me luck...'

faith⋅ful [feyth-fuhl]

–adjective
1.
strict or thorough in the performance of duty: a faithful worker.
2.
true to one's word, promises, vows, etc.
3.
steady in allegiance or affection; loyal; constant: faithful friends.
4.
reliable, trusted, or believed.
5.
adhering or true to fact, a standard, or an original; accurate: a faithful account; a faithful copy.
6.
Obsolete. full of faith; believing.

''Peeeeeeee-eeeeeeteeeee......................''

Lots of people rolling around in the mud with american peasant accents.
An invisible dragon.
Hmmmm.....me think I could prehaps do better for a Sunday night in?
Now the dragon is eating a tree. Fun times...

I really need to add in an entry for France, only, I can't think what to put...

I'll put up some photos instead :)

Trees && Newday....

Well. It hadn't changed but things did!

I now stand in front of a clear path.

God is great.

So what with Fence painting, Flooding tents, Climbing Walls, Greens shorts, Rowdy Ladybirds and Water fights, it's been a very good week!

Till next year... :)

My Attic...

I (love) technology...

Smarties

Cheap Nasty Ones. They taste like fake chocolate.

I'm not counting down. I feel like I did 3 years, 1 week ago. I think I know it won't have changed.

I....am not ready. Story of My Life.

'Send my Respects to Grace and Virture, send my Condolenses to Good....

Wave goodbye,


Wish me well.'

Red Ribbons

Ok now that it has taken me about an HOUR to log on, I really dont have anything to say!





I need to finish my rag rug. Its prettyful :) I made it with some old people. I was helping them make marzipan fruits and such things...oh I might go and eat my hat :D





3 days till James and Suzies wedding!! :D :D :D


Very excited. I bought a dress en'evryfing.





Ba la bam-ba, ba la bam-ba...









I'm no yoda fan, but I thought this was funny!

Summer....

To Do List:



1. Sort my Headphones out.

2. Sort my Room out.

3. Sort my camping stuff out.

4. Sort my life out.

5. Clean the Fish tank.

6. Wear my Dress.





Ma Chatte qui danse pas......

And here we have a place called Cavallion, home of the Melon...

The scenery was a uniform grey.

The music was reminiscent of a chicken chase.

'Non, rien. Je crois qu'il est anglaise.'

Paraphanelia. Its a long word! Its been a long week.

I wonder what those eyes say. 'And suddenly out of nowhere comes a tank. And several Nazis.'

Will tomorrow be too late? But what do I want to say?

I am going to revive Robert Rassendyll, his name is too captivating. The Prisoner Of Zenda.

A Bientot, Tout Le Monde.

"In which Decay is followed by Bloom"

I am sitting here dirnking. Lots. I have nearly drunk a whhhhooooolllllleeeeeee bottle...
*giggles*

....Of water.

Ha.

My brother is wasting a tree (or so he informs me)

I havent really had a very interesting day... Maths was...interesting...I guess...playing charades?

I reached the end of Breaking Dawn but I don't want that to be the end! Freak...
So I started Dirk Gentley's Hollistic Detective Agency. Funny. Particularly the electric monks. And Schrodeners Cat. However the heck it's spelt.

I'm starting to get sick of all these Capitals. I fear it is a consequence of short sentences. And long names mid-sentence.

My cat is remarkably unimpressed with me tonight. I don't see why, I let her lick out the tray after I ate the rest of the chorizo pasta (yum)

'I want to watch you sleeping peaceful, Resting your heart and soul. We should never wake without the other, Lying by our side...'

:(

I was going to write a post about my lovely day, then I deleted all the pictures I took today, and some others before I loaded them onto my laptop and now I'm sad as some of them were really good! :(

Update

Cube Field...

I actually can't play this game.



Is there something wrong with me?!!









Don't answer that...

For Conor :P

Because he wants an update. Clearly he is addicted to the depressed confusingness that is my mind on paper... :L

He just called me a duhbrain! Maybe its coz I am?

I actually have a picture of the crying pear now (Y) just cant be bothered to upload it!

Im also hoping something good is on tv, I bought an amazing looking hot choccie from sainsburys that you microwave :)

I wonder if Ill ever fit in?

''Cause everybody's got a waterbuffalo, you know yours is fast but mine is slo-o-ow"

And the worst thing is, I meant it! But they don't know that.


I don't like my wrist. But here it is. I only put it up on here because of the prettiness encircling it. The orange one had something to do with my top this morning, but I forget what.
It made sense at seven o'clock as I ran out of the door.






I was reading about the Liar's Paradox. Its all about guys with names like 'Kripke' and 'Tarski' describing things as 'semantically closed'.

I think I'm going to give up on thinking for now. And talking. Especially talking. It causes so much hassle.

'Esc'

One thing I hate about this blog is that even though I could write anything, I can't, because it would freak you out.

'''Je suis tout a fait d'accord avec Sandrine''

I need to make these less crypitic so someone other than Penny can understand them. Apparently...

I got up at 615, and went to college which was a bit stupid as my first lesson wasn't until 5th period! Sometimes I wonder why I'm even alive...

Discovered the most amazing heartbeat today...unfortunatly its taken and so is he.

My cousins little boy has swine flu. But its just like any other flu right?

Chocolate Mousse

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be.
And I dont want to go home right now.

And all I could taste is this moment...

So I spent my morning in a bizarre surreal world, where everything was backwards. Then the mike broke. And life resumed its natural course in the form of a BBQ and fruit. The fruit was not my idea. Afternoon passed in a haze...then was diffrentiating maggots from peas, and found out this was Tea. The peas not the maggots.

I did drive to Ye Olde Ayleshame though...without incident...

He will keep talking to me...and I will hold on...

Iris

I feel I should have a Blog.

Hence the starting of one.

I finished Rupert of Hentzau.
Beautiful.
Like the Golden Floor by Snow Patrol.
Though I dont think Rudolf Rassendyll should've died, not least because of his name.
He is as beautiful as Edward and as incapable as making me feel any better.

''you cannot fight the tears that aint coming, nor the moment of truth in our lives''