You know when you’re standing of top of somewhere really high, with your feet at the edge and you just tip forward slightly, and there’s that rush of adrenalin and you catch your breath and think Oh, what if I did. Fall.

It feels like that, like every time I think yes, I’ll do it, there’s a rush of adrenaline but I think no, I shouldn’t.

Even if you’re meant to be jumping, like there’s a zip wire or something, you’re still slightly afraid to do it, to take the first step.

I can do all the thinking, all the deciding to do it but I don’t think I’ll take the first step. It’s so hard! I want to I guess…does that make it harder?

Boxes& Circles

But I've seen more battles lost then I have seen won,

What is it? The redness? The parallel?

All of this, all evening, it's do silly! I'm happy? Silly, silly you, it's what I said when you laughed. ''And she never once took the crown from her head. And I see you now, and you are so very young. And I've got this intuition, it's all for your fun...''

''You won't understand, and you may as well not try...''

I'm not sure I like all this 'secret admirer' stuff... It can't've been one of them, but he acts like it and I wish it was? No.

Yay Bundles, you saved me ;)

It's not lui, c'est le chat, qui a me fait les choses comme l'autre ;)

Schizophrenia? No thanks.

Work. Yes.

Ah Benjamin :) smilesmilesmile it was in your trousers :P she'll never know!! I saw her look tho :O I think... she loves you aha don't tell ;)

Do you love many, do you love one, could you love me?

Hebrews 12 1-3

It hadn't made it Georgia, I tried again ;) political... :D

Seriously, they're the best there! Silly child... :)

Talk to me, I need a friend& so do you. Fergie'll not work forever, he never did... Try stopping ;)

The Queen & the Soldier

Tell me how hungry are you, how weak do you feel?

78%...and counting ;)

You won't be there, but you did make my phone bip :P

St Isadore of Seville. This guy is is the patron saint of the internet. Oh yes.

I didn't...If I say it twice next time does that count??

¬¬ you lose everything!!

Yes, really. 4 1/2 years...you think I don't know? And thanks for laughing, I was being serious...maybe I should just never tell the truth about how I feel... I don't get stamped on so much...

Wow, I mean, you wanted me? All of you?? :)

''19 tips for instant confidance" um, no thanks.

The soldier was killed, still waiting for her word...

Sorry I ruined it...I just do that...

:S he sent me a msg?? eek...I hope it's a virus! :P

Koala Bears

Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost... Doesn't mean I've stopped...

O ♥ ¡ ;)

I feel sooo bad! If I hadn't stuck my nose in...maybe maybe...silly silliness...

Don't look at me with those eyes, you know I want them! ;)

Twilight as a horror movie? So you didn't know how much offence to those year tens you would cause? yeh, right.

Same as you all didn't know, huh?

I doubt she'd want it...would you? All she wants is love, and something she can't get hold of. She wouldn't cope with it any way, 'Robbie', she's doing herself in, slow suicide.

So Gabriel, did you kill him or not? Stupid book...

I wonder what she was thinking, first place, first time? Or maybe nothing, like Milk Eggs Bread, or... Her eyes didn't say that though...

Can I see you again soon Annie? I have to tell you, I can't. Silliness. If he hadn't been next door, maybe. Who were they throwing down the stairs?! I kinda liked not talking about it, it gets repetitive!

Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that people who have the most live the longest. Oh yes. We know what we're talking about!

Brogggaaannnnn......! Raj loves you ;)

Plasticine chicken. How many calories?

Somehow, king Julian, I think your friend was right. Defend me.

Ill always be your spoon...

I'm so silly. Why didn't I take what I had? Coz I would've, only it wasn't the right one blah blah I know who I want to be with, but they don't want me!

And yes subtleness :D coz I'm good at that!! :S lol

I'm surprised you don't understand...thought you might've got the bit about Mr P Act. (Ha more subtleness pyjama!)

So, tough guy, I bet I could show you someone Fit ;) Of course, I would make sure they were not an alcoholic... I know you like that best!! Ha, loser :D

Snowflakes on the window :) we did a bit of decorating the canteen...mmm yummy mince pies and its only November!!

Random guy who wanted in on our action!! Haha

I still have a bite mark! I've never bitten you! If I have it was only in self defence!! You abusive person!! ;)

Je Suppose

Ah thanks ;) it would've been harder, but I already knew :/ silly castle meadow! :P and I'm pants at lying so he found out...and then he admitted and blaahhhhhh you know the rest :) It's been a silly week and so hard! Glad you replied! ;)

Que j semble un pu stresse et dehors d controle....ce tou k t'a dit non?! ;) desole, mais jen trouve difficile, detre honnete avec qqn, meme tu. j esperek c sera moins difficile avec l'autre ms j sais pas. j n'elle connais pa, et je toujours pense k'elle n m'aime pa. se difficile, ca, pk...pars k. desole. uh. se le chanson, ca me fait plu mal, et plu bein ms je n l'aime pa parsk ce le verite, et t'a me dit aussi. alors s n'e pa seulemnt l'un k ma nature dit k j'ignore, se un k je veux pas ignorer.

Burning back....nice radiator! :)

I don't know. You do it!! I've got no idea what to say, I feel like a fool for joining! I don't do anything, not that there's anything to do! ;)

If I let you, will you teach me? Big If. It would take.... Ugh sorry.

But maybe knowing I don't know, is part of getting through...

Je sais pas si t'est qui t'dit k t'est, mais pour ce moment t peux rester la :)

Why do I smell you everywhere? It's strange, one that I thought I would want to forget, leave behind, you're always there. I hope you realise. Ha, but you won't...