Monday 19 December 2011
Time and Time again...
Well come love take my hand.
On and on we go,
Time and time again.
On and on again,
Back to where this all began,
Come love take my hand
Come love take my hand..."
It's like they'd opened a door I'd shut, padlocked & refused to go near.
The gossip train's always a hard place to learn something...
Where do I go for comfort?
"Come love, take my hand"
Thursday 15 December 2011
Almost over
Wednesday 14 December 2011
Pursued by Joy
I looked for answers in every place I could, but still wasn't sure of what I knew.
To try and force a smile on my face, to read and read about Jesus, to go to church and listen, to try harder when I prayed, to push all anxiety to the furthest corners of my mind...the list goes on.
In some ways, I was totally unsuccessful. But why? I really want the joy of Jesus in my life, what's missing?
Looking back, my journey has not been completely unfruitful. I have learnt that joy is not just a fleeting feeling, something that can be evoked by the right emotions or only belongs to happy people, but joy is the deep and reassuring hope and truth that my life rests in the hands of Jesus Christ. Joy is knowing that however far I fall, his hands reach further. Joy is his glory, when I'm found in the desert place his is the stream of living water.
To be joyful is to know this, and to stand firm in his promise. But more than that, Jesus is joy, it is him who pursued me relentlessly this term, who went before me and came behind me in every situation. The joy is not mine, but his, and I share in that with no obligation to achieve anything.
"But if from there you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you look for him with all your heart and with all your soul. When you are in distress and all these things have happened to you, then in later days you will return to the LORD your God and obey him. For the LORD your God is a merciful God; he will not abandon or destroy you or forget the covenant with your forefathers, which he confirmed to them by oath."
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us....Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal"
Sunday 11 December 2011
Hold my heart...
Wednesday 7 December 2011
Finding peace...
Monday 5 December 2011
All I need...
Tuesday 22 November 2011
Small things...
Those Three Words...
Monday 21 November 2011
Every tear drop is a waterfall...
Thursday 17 November 2011
Journey again...
Wednesday 16 November 2011
"When life gives you lemons....
Tuesday 15 November 2011
Monday 14 November 2011
The Bigger Picture
Sunday 13 November 2011
The journey...
For I dwell with you as an alien,
a stranger, as all my fathers were.
Look away from me, that I may rejoice again
before I depart and am no more.”
Darkness...
Wednesday 9 November 2011
Strength
Tuesday 8 November 2011
Language
Friday 4 November 2011
T minus zero
Tuesday 1 November 2011
When you're too in love to let it go...
Sunday 30 October 2011
Therefore, we do not lose heart...
Thursday 27 October 2011
Half a life...
Friday 21 October 2011
Waiting in the wings
Thursday 20 October 2011
Oh Happiness...
Wednesday 19 October 2011
Disappointment
Monday 17 October 2011
I will hang on the hook of your Splendor...
Sunday 16 October 2011
Fireworks
King of Heaven dying for me
It is finished, He has done it
Death is beaten, Heaven beckons me
Things found in cupboards...
Saturday 15 October 2011
How's your heart?
We will not fear
We will remember
When darkness falls on us
We will not fear
We will remember
When all seems lost
When we're thrown and we're tossed
We'll remember the cost
We're resting in the
Shadow of the cross"
Friday 14 October 2011
Thursday 13 October 2011
Shine
Tuesday 11 October 2011
Falling faster, Diving deeper
Monday 10 October 2011
Shades of grey...
Saturday 8 October 2011
Death laid love quiet...
Friday 7 October 2011
We found Love in a hopeless place...
Wednesday 5 October 2011
Stones taught me to fly...
Thursday 29 September 2011
Wednesday 28 September 2011
You dare to light my path...
Monday 26 September 2011
We need to feel breathless with love...
Friday 23 September 2011
The Darkest hours...
Crack the Shutters Open Wide...
Wednesday 21 September 2011
Pursuing....What?
Monday 19 September 2011
How many cups of tea....
Wednesday 14 September 2011
You're only ever as free as a Kite (Pursuing Joy #2)
Pursuing Joy...
For an escape route of old routine
There doesn't seem to be any other way
'Cause I've started falling apart
I'm not savouring life
I've forgotten how good it could be to feel alive..."
Tuesday 30 August 2011
'Crazy as it sounds you won't,
Sunday 28 August 2011
And if you can fly...
Thursday 25 August 2011
5 Minutes...
Monday 22 August 2011
Like they would if I was CAPTAIN
Sunday 21 August 2011
When we collide...
Friday 19 August 2011
Sunday 7 August 2011
I am a mountain, I am the sea...
Tuesday 26 July 2011
So if the green left the grass, on the other side...
"suffering produces endurance, endurance produces character, and character produces hope"
Sunday 26 June 2011
If you can fly, don't stop at the sky coz there's footprints on the moon...
Pulled the jungle underground,
Where cherry bombs stain the blackbird's red,
And explosions never make a sound.
Saturday 18 June 2011
Where was I,
Sunday 12 June 2011
But that's not how I feel...
Monday 30 May 2011
"As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us"
Tuesday 3 May 2011
"On that day the Proud will fall, the Faithful rise...
–Martin Luther King, Jr.
Wednesday 20 April 2011
I've left it all behind...
I’d still like to splurge tho, I’ve never known my own mind well enough to be able to…
It was all just a coping mechanism, I didn’t know how to deal with big feelings, or how to understand my emotions. Even positive ones. Knowing when I’m more susceptible to these things helps, as does having a different perspective.
It’s my relationship with Him that matters, I don’t want to put anything in the way of that.
I can say I've let go of this, it’s not a part of who I am any more. That’s why I don’t want to do this, to bring it up and focus on it, it’s not that important. At the same time tho, it’s something to be aware of, to “take each thought captive”.
When there’s a lot on, when I just don’t understand or know how to deal with my feelings, it all does come back. The thing is, whilst I might not know what to do with my feelings, I can fight it. Trusting God is so much better, an eternal perspective helps.
Hebrews 11…
Friday 15 April 2011
We Belong to the Day:
Monday 21 March 2011
Keep waiting, keep trusting...
Friday 18 March 2011
Grace & Love
Monday 14 March 2011
Friday 11 March 2011
I wish I could cross my arms,
Wednesday 9 March 2011
Odine, Dva, Tri!
Cause I found a new hope from above, and courage swept over me
It hurts just to wake up, whenever you're wearing thin
Alone on the outside, so tired of looking in
The end is uncertain and I've never been so afraid
But I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope
And that makes me feel brave..."
Monday 7 March 2011
And Death had been swallowed up....
Thursday 3 March 2011
Funny things that happened on the bus this week...
Wednesday 2 March 2011
Year 2 begins...
Sunday 20 February 2011
And I need a Hero...
And we watch as the giants fall"
Wednesday 16 February 2011
I guess I'm normal at least
Tuesday 15 February 2011
I always had a heart for you
Thursday 10 February 2011
Home at Last
Wednesday 2 February 2011
Should not have had that hot chocolate...
Tuesday 1 February 2011
Cake Love :)
Sunday 16 January 2011
But I don't need a telescope
Sunday 9 January 2011
Set us free, to love the mystery...
Saturday 8 January 2011
Here's my crash...
Wednesday 5 January 2011
"We need a Hero..."
As deep as the heart could be
Such an impossibility that you would forgive me"
'Cause I'm not going far on an empty heart
Is it safe, is it safe to land?
'Cause the long fall back to earth is the hardest part"