Where was I,

When the rockets came to life, and carried you away?

I don't want to get lost there, in case I don't come back, and I'm scared of what's there...but at the same time I don't want it to stop, at least here I'm in control...

Maybe that's what it is...

I had worries, mostly the idea death versus life kept coming into my thoughts. Not just the literal sense of life and death, but death as in the absence of really living, fully. And then I questioned what really living meant. I grew into this person I was never actually sure I would be. - Jodi Vander Heide, 2011

Inspirational words, I wonder if you will ever read this? I would love to be like you, to have your faith in Christ...

I know that it is not about what I do, how I am faithful, but about him being faithful to me, I just don't get this most of the time...

Something's beautiful...