Sunday, 26 June 2011

If you can fly, don't stop at the sky coz there's footprints on the moon...

When you see the cliff, the sea, remember to trust ♥

In deep, blue seas of paper maché...


The sun sets on another day, I wonder what's changing...

It's alright, I still miss you...and how I felt...

Come explore with me,

The princess in her flowerbed,
Pulled the jungle underground,
Where cherry bombs stain the blackbird's red,
And explosions never make a sound.

And fly...

Saturday, 18 June 2011

Where was I,

When the rockets came to life, and carried you away?


I don't want to get lost there, in case I don't come back, and I'm scared of what's there...but at the same time I don't want it to stop, at least here I'm in control...

Maybe that's what it is...

I had worries, mostly the idea death versus life kept coming into my thoughts. Not just the literal sense of life and death, but death as in the absence of really living, fully. And then I questioned what really living meant. I grew into this person I was never actually sure I would be. - Jodi Vander Heide, 2011

Inspirational words, I wonder if you will ever read this? I would love to be like you, to have your faith in Christ...

I know that it is not about what I do, how I am faithful, but about him being faithful to me, I just don't get this most of the time...

Something's beautiful...

Sunday, 12 June 2011

But that's not how I feel...

"Yeah he's a looker, but I really think it's guts that matter most...."

To bad I haven't got any...

I've never liked this, liked me.

I just FAIL



but i don't want to.

help?



"Even though I'll never know what's up ahead, I'm never letting go, I'm never letting go..."

Monday, 30 May 2011

"As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us"

My friend gave me the biggest hug ever, and I thought "why? I don't deserve this!"

It's like Grace, we don't deserve anything, yet because of his great love for us we are given everything.

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

"On that day the Proud will fall, the Faithful rise...

Where will you be?

I can't help not rejoicing...he went straight to hell! That's not something I feel joyful about, no matter what happened. It's an odd feeling, I wonder if I'd feel the same if I was american? We are no safer because we don't know the face of the enemy, even the merciless killing of thousands does not justify that of one.

"I mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that."
–Martin Luther King, Jr.

One of the most famous Americans ever. Isn't that kind of ironic?

...Strong as a mighty rock, our refuge in the coming wrath, the heart of the bride belongs to Jesus, Jesus..."





Wednesday, 20 April 2011

I've left it all behind...

I’d still like to splurge tho, I’ve never known my own mind well enough to be able to…

It was all just a coping mechanism, I didn’t know how to deal with big feelings, or how to understand my emotions. Even positive ones. Knowing when I’m more susceptible to these things helps, as does having a different perspective.

It’s my relationship with Him that matters, I don’t want to put anything in the way of that.

I can say I've let go of this, it’s not a part of who I am any more. That’s why I don’t want to do this, to bring it up and focus on it, it’s not that important. At the same time tho, it’s something to be aware of, to “take each thought captive”.

When there’s a lot on, when I just don’t understand or know how to deal with my feelings, it all does come back. The thing is, whilst I might not know what to do with my feelings, I can fight it. Trusting God is so much better, an eternal perspective helps.

Hebrews 11…

Friday, 15 April 2011

We Belong to the Day:

Strong as a mighty rock, our refuge in the coming wrath
The heart of the bride belongs to Jesus, Jesus

The Earth in its turning stops to marvel at the Son of God
And all of that day belongs to Jesus, Jesus